In between where you are and where you want to be - April 20, 2019
In between where you are and where you want to be, there is endless, boundless peace. There is an opportunity to be still, as you find yourself in the gap between the past and the future, knowing that this is the space where you were called to come alive. And it’s okay if you feel uncertain here. You don’t have to have it all figured out. You are free to take this moment by moment, and see the wholeness of it all: some things will be difficult. Some things will be easier. Some things will make sense, while other things leave you with questions. But all together, these mountains and valleys create a landscape, where somehow, through it all, everything finds its place.
And it will take time, it might even take years before some of the things you are wondering about start to make sense. But the more you can remember the wholeness of it all, and the more you can remember that you are a part of a greater picture, the more you will find that despite your unknowing, the grass, the trees, and the creatures throughout this vast landscape are still growing, and somehow, through it all, it all works together, and you too, are a part of that. Even in your in-betweens.
So take heart. Breathe deep. There is so much more to come. You have known unimaginable heartbreak, and worry, and you have also known the morning sun: a beautiful reminder of the peace and the new beginnings that are still available to you. No matter the sleepless night. No matter what you have been through.